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Iceburg [26 Jun 2007|03:46pm] i swam across the Atlantic around midnight at top speed dodging ice burgs to get to you only to find you in bed with another post comment

Have You Ever Felt Like Dying? [26 Jun 2007|03:45pm] Have you ever felt like dying? The way I feel like dying. Slowly, blood dripping draining from your viens by the work of your own hands and that rusted razorblade Have you ever felt like dying? Like the curse so many fail to know I know all to well the jealousy the lies, the cheating, the shit talking, the unexscapable pain. have you ever felt like dying? swinging and struggling pulling at the flesh around your neck have you ever felt like flying or jumping off a cliff like chair? Have you ever felt like dying? The way I feel like dying. The loves that don't love you and the friends that don't have your back the ones who don't answer your call not like the razorblade can. Have you ever felt like dying, the way I feel like dying? Loaded guns go bang broken hearts and love pains Rage and angry furry driven triggers pulling, bullets flying. Have you ever felt like dying? like the pressure exploding in your head? Your brain ooze out onto the paper you were studying The parents always yelling the stress buliding up all you wanted was to go to the show or get some new clothes but bills must be paid Have you ever felt like dying? Or like killing? Emotional wreck, that what they say. fuck ups you'll never change. Grow up, and stop feeling sorry for yourself. So I have a question for you since you know it all Have you ever felt like dying? How do you make it stop? Have you ever felt like dying? How'd you end it all? Have you ever felt like dying? Have you? post comment

merry fucking christmas bitch [25 Dec 2006|07:17pm] yeah merry christmas., i got books and bj's for xmas. and perfume. I went and bought Jon a present, and he ignored me for two days when I kept asking him when he wanted me to give it to him. So I told him to fuck off I don't even want to be friends anymore it was fun while it lasted. I didn't fuck it up this time. I tried, really hard. I know I did and I know I did everything I could but some people just can't be made happy I guess. I don't know what else he wants from me. I litterally gave him everything. Every part of me but my soul and the rest of my heart and I have nothing left to give. He would have had to earn my heart and he didn't even want to try. So no, I am done. He had his chance and I don't give second chances. He wasn't even hurt when I said all I wanted to be was friends. He didn't want to hang out, he didn't call, didn't text me. He didn't even put up a fight. He just let it go and then immediatly moved on. WTF? He cared me ass. He only wanted one thing and he got 1 comment|post comment

[11 Jun 2006|10:27pm] friends only. comment be added. If I added you its because; A)I know you from school B)I know you from myspace C)I know you from a show D)I thought your display picture was cute. E)I needed a friend. 1 comment|post comment

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