urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:musicmassacre Sara Sara 2007-06-26T19:49:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:musicmassacre:13546 2007-06-26T19:49:29Z 2007-06-26T19:49:29Z i swam across the Atlantic<br />around midnight at top speed<br />dodging ice burgs to get to you<br />only to find you in bed with another urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:musicmassacre:13218 2007-06-26T19:48:06Z 2007-06-26T19:48:06Z Have you ever felt like dying?<br />The way I feel like dying.<br /><br />Slowly, blood dripping<br />draining from your viens<br />by the work of your own hands<br />and that rusted razorblade<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br /><br />Like the curse so many fail to know<br />I know all to well the jealousy<br />the lies, the cheating, the shit talking,<br />the unexscapable pain.<br /><br />have you ever felt like dying?<br />swinging and struggling<br />pulling at the flesh around your neck<br />have you ever felt like flying<br />or jumping off a cliff like chair?<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />The way I feel like dying.<br /><br />The loves that don't love you<br />and the friends that don't have your back<br />the ones who don't answer your call<br />not like the razorblade can.<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying,<br />the way I feel like dying?<br /><br />Loaded guns go bang<br />broken hearts and love pains<br />Rage and angry furry driven<br />triggers pulling, bullets flying.<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />like the pressure exploding in your head?<br />Your brain ooze out onto the paper you were studying<br />The parents always yelling<br />the stress buliding up<br />all you wanted was to go to the show<br />or get some new clothes<br />but bills must be paid<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />Or like killing?<br /><br />Emotional wreck, that what they say.<br />fuck ups you'll never change.<br />Grow up, and stop feeling sorry for yourself.<br />So I have a question for you<br />since you know it all<br /><br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />How do you make it stop?<br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />How'd you end it all?<br />Have you ever felt like dying?<br />Have you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:musicmassacre:8972 2006-12-26T00:17:42Z 2006-12-26T00:17:42Z yeah merry christmas.,<br /><br /><br />i got books and bj's for xmas.<br /><br /><br />and perfume.<br /><br /><br />I went and bought Jon a present, and he ignored me for two days when I kept asking him when he wanted me to give it to him.<br /><br /><br />So I told him to fuck off I don't even want to be friends anymore it was fun while it lasted.<br /><br /><br />I didn't fuck it up this time. I tried, really hard. I know I did and I know I did everything I could but some people just can't be made happy I guess. I don't know what else he wants from me. I litterally gave him everything. Every part of me but my soul and the rest of my heart and I have nothing left to give. He would have had to earn my heart and he didn't even want to try. So no, I am done. He had his chance and I don't give second chances.<br /><br />He wasn't even hurt when I said all I wanted to be was friends. He didn't want to hang out, he didn't call, didn't text me. He didn't even put up a fight. He just let it go and then immediatly moved on. WTF? He cared me ass. He only wanted one thing and he got urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:musicmassacre:300 2006-06-12T02:27:55Z 2006-06-22T16:58:46Z friends only.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v214/love-suicide/Sara/friends-only.gif"><br /><br /><br /><br />comment be added.<br /><br />If I added you its because;<br />A)I know you from school<br />B)I know you from myspace<br />C)I know you from a show<br />D)I thought your display picture was cute.<br />E)I needed a friend.